Essy Kiki Khalifa

It was a beautiful day Spent it playing cards with my trusted friends We never had had a nice day together before Little did I know it was my last day to be happy That,that was the day I would welcome my misery,sadness in my heart.. They say everything is God's plan But how do God plan for a father to rape her only daughter Who sells this liquor that makes our Fathers to forget their responsibilities

I streamed the path towards my homestead Passed past my grandmas grave and wished she would still be with me Two steps made me wonder why my mom left me with this liquor man Did she hate me this much but anyway.. I had no choice The house was dark My dad drunkenly entered as I was preparing supper He grabbed my neck and I couldn't breath The chocking was hard I couldn't even scream The end hard come He pulled my inner pants an laid me on the muddy floor Was it worth to lose my virginity on a floor Was I that cheap

It was painful Pain combination that my dad,my biological DNA matcher took it away He walked past me and took a nice I saw death straight ahead He threatened to kill me if I told anyone But how do I erase this of Is there a machine that can Clean my mind

Now I understand why my mom left,but was it hard to carry me alone Tears still drowning my cheeks Hard to believe wat he did I can't face him anymore I need to leave and go faraway Somewhere nobody knows my name

Many reading this wonder Why I didn't report But where do we report bosses of the cops society If I report am reporting to the same person It won't go through even a bit I have no right to judge and question God but on last painful one WHICH LESSON WAS I LEARNING FROM THE HUMILLITION😔😔😪

It pains my nerves to remember the scene I gat to leave the crime scene now... Go dance with angles...I can't bare it anymore😭

#Essy Orio