Essy Kiki Khalifa

A letter to my old me..

I get confused when I remember you You used to be crazy,carefree,and hard You ruined many people's things Crushed a lot of hearts Killed innocent hearts throwing feelings in the street rubbish bins

What had happened dear innocent soul Were you bewitched so that your deeds would haunt the new me Sometimes I wish you didn't go Sometimes I thank him you left But tell me why Why did you leave behind your old filthy memories inside my mind Was it totally hard to renew this

My heart crushed a thousand times because of your doings My face rinkled from the stress

My stomach with ulcers eating up my intestines for your stressful life Pressure from everyone you wronged then left the blame to me

Maybe I was perfect for you to trust me with all this,but, But why did you go Scars too deep to heal Life complicated because of your deeds Am sad,sad because am never happy You took my happiness replaced it with your bad reactions.. Am another worst person But maybe you were right You were still me Lemme pay for the deeds...

Rest in peace old me....😪😪😔i miss you though.