Phindile Sindane

To Myself

I was once dead to myself Where not even a single soul will realise Close family even afar Dead to my emotions Dead to my feeling For nothing made sense I tried to figure out how have I reached a graveyard Of putting my dreams and goals Where passion for love and life Both faded away And hatred penetdated itself through my heart Felt no pain for the poor Needy Sick or even abused Because i was dead to myself Tried to figure out how my compassion and mercy got lost And how have I became so cold and heartless Selfish and greediness consumed my happiness I was once dead to myself Where (1) one would have gone lunatic neither psychic However the grace and mercy rewrote my life And the Messiah saved me once more Jesus showed His power of Resurrection And God showed His Restoration I was once dead to myself But now I am twice ALIVE To Myself🙌✊